Yesterday was a very hectic day..
My bf’s uncle passed away..
His children are certainly not ready for this..
He passed away at home, unfortunately, no adults were there..
Jadilah mereka panik..

But it was not the hectic moments I wanna share..
Everytime I go to someone’s funeral esp. the elderly ones,
*ex: my friends’ mom or dad, my cousins’ mom or dad*
I have this feelings I dunno how to describe..
I dunno wat to say to the children..
Looking at their miserable eyes juz make me speechless..

Further thought, I’m going to be at their place sooner or later..
Somehow, we have to face it..
Sooner or later, our elders akan lebih dulu ‘pergi’..
Its like a cycle of life u have to go through..
Loosing ur loved ones..

Tapi walaupun dah tau..

I don’t think I’ll ever ever be ready
when the time comes..=(