安靜 | An Jing | Silence

 
曲/詞: 周杰倫
Qu/Ci: Zhou Jie Lun
Music/Lyrics: Jay Chou

只剩下鋼琴陪我談了一天
Only the piano accompanies me throughout the day

睡著的大提琴
The sleeping cello

安靜的舊舊的
Quiet and so old

 

我想你已表現的非常明白
I think you’ve made yourself clear

 

我懂我也知道
I know and I’m sure

你沒有捨不得
You don’t regret

 

你說你也會難過我不相信
You say you’re upset too, that I don’t believe

 

牽著你陪著 我也只是曾經
You being with me was in the past

 

希望他是真的比我還要愛你
I hope she loves you more than I do

 

我才會逼自己離開
Only then will I bring myself to leave

 

Chorus

 

你要我說多難堪
You want me to say it, but it is awkward

 

我根本不想分開
I don’t even want to break up

 

為什麼還要我用微笑來帶過
Why must I depend on a smile to tide me through?

 

我沒有這種天份
I don’t have the ability

 

包容你也接受他
To accept both you and him

 

不用擔心的太多
Don’t worry too much

 

我會一直好好過
I’ll still be fine

 

你已經遠遠離開
You’ve already gone far away

 

我也會慢慢走開
And I will slowly walk away

 

為什麼我連分開都遷就著你
Why is it that I have to accommodate you even when [we] break up?

我真的沒有天份
I really don’t have the ability

 

安靜的沒這麼快
Staying silent doesn’t come so fast

 

我會學著放棄你
I will learn to give you up

是因為我太愛你
Because I love you so much

Let me ask you something..

 

 

If someone prays for patience,

you think God gives them patient?

Or does He give them the opportunity to be patient?

 

 

If he prayed for courage,

does God give him courage,

or does He gives him opportunities to be courageous?

 

 

If someone prayed for the family to be closer,

do you think God zaps them with warm fuzzy feelings,

or does He give them opportunities to love each other?

 

 

So funny I can’t control myself
The thots all running back..
Keep asking why..
Wanted to scream out loud..
‘STOP HOLDING ME BACK!’


But I can’t control myself

I’m falling so deep..
Deep..
Keep falling..

I’ve been locking all..
Never had the courage to open any..
Nor throw away any..
All been locked up..

Wanted to flee..

But I can’t..

U’re moving..I’m moving..
Separate, different ways..
Walking apart..


Finally its the day I’ve always been afraid of..
You told me that you’re moving on..
Thanks for being honest..

Everything’s crashing down..
All the things that I’ve been trying so darn hard to build..
Tumbling down like mere sandcastle..

And so again..
I’m so sorry I can’t say sincerely dat I’m happy for u..
but..Congrats..

Thanks again for everything..

Haiya..

Something strange happened two days ago..(Monday..today is Wed btw..=P)
I was driving home late at night..-almost 10.30pm I guess-
while chatting with my boyfriend on the cellphone..
I heard this shrieking cat from the first time I drove home.
I thot it was from outside..but dunno how I felt that it was tailing me,
coz I cud still hear its sound (fyi, I was driving like hell).
I was wondering how can a cat dash like dat and tailing my car..

I started to think that the sound came from my radio or CD..
And so I turned it off.. .. It was STILL there..

I started to think that something wrong with my car engine..
The sound might come from there.. ..
But.. It was obviously a cat’s meoww..

I started to think I’m hallucinating.. I asked my boyfriend..
he said he heard it too.. -even from the cellphone it was quite clear..-

When I got home and was ready to park my car,
my maid said she saw a cat standing under my car..
A kitten to be precise..
Me so shocked ‘n I went out of my car to check on it myself..
There it was..staring back at me ‘n shrieking..
I immediately recognized the shrieking sound that had been
haunting me all the way home..

How cud it follow me home?? Yaikkss.. hororr..

Someone asked me to try this quiz..
soo..howzziitt? =P

Your results:
You are Green Goblin

Green Goblin
65%
Dr. Doom
61%
The Joker
57%
Lex Luthor
55%
Mystique
53%
Juggernaut
53%
Dark Phoenix
52%
Venom
52%
Apocalypse
51%
Mr. Freeze
51%
Magneto
48%
Riddler
47%
Two-Face
45%
Poison Ivy
43%
Kingpin
38%
Catwoman
31%
Going to almost any length to achieve greatness in body and mind has led to a hard working and power hungry businessman.


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@%^#%&#&#^@%@%$
Me sooooooo angry with Airasiaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!
Darnnnn!! Menyebalkannn!!

I started with a good intention trying to help nanda to book
a ticket back from Medan to Jakarta.. It happened to be my
fault when I miss-clicked the button of arrival and departure..
And so after the ticket was confirmed I juz realized that
I bought a Jakarta to Medan ticket instead of Medan to Jakarta!
Me so shockeeddd!! The ticket itself is not cheap! Cost like 500k
something..

I tried to call Airasia ‘n ask for some help *since I knew for sure
that was entirely my fault*.. The customer service said that they
cannot change the route nor refund our money. I asked for a solution
what cud they do to help me..it turned out to be nothing.
I called 2 times, and asked 2 different customer service and they
gave me the same answer. Its final.They cudn’t help they said..its in
the terms and condition.

Okay..fine.. I thot..I took my mistake ‘n dengan setengah hati accept
the reality that I’m going to pay for that 500k to redeem my fault.
Since we cudn’t do anything to that ticket, still we had to buy ticket
from Medan to Jakarta, rite? So, we decided to *one more time*
buy a ticket from Medan to Jakarta via internet.

The next day, the-stubborn-me cudn’t really accept the reality called
*again* the customer service and asked them to give a better solution.
This time, the customer service gave me quite a shocking ’solution’,
she said that I CAN CHANGE THE ROUTE! By paying 375k for penalty!!
Wat de @$#%@%!%!%!%!#$%!!! They shud’ve told me the other dayyy!!
Its better to pay 375k for penalty than buy another ticket that cost like
500k rite??!!! URGHHHHHH..I really hate it..the customer service shud
be well-trained in answering ‘n giving solution to the customers donggg.
Kalo memang ada jalan keluar kenapa gak dari kemarennya dikasih tauuu!
Menyebalkan! Blum lagi masalah delaying flight yang bisa tiba2 ‘n seenaknya
without any compensation! Pdhl kalo didelay kan harga tiketnya beda..bisa
jadi lebih murah!

Turns out..I’m not the only Airasia victim here. Byk bgt yang complain di
suara pembaca detik.com! So guys..be really careful wkt mo pesen tiket..!
Dun make mistake like me..and if u did..inget!
1. Tiket bisa diganti rutenya! -better than u have to buy new one!-
2. Bisa refund uang cash -this one I read di suara pembaca detik- kalo pesawat
delay terus..ngotot aja ma customer service di bandaranya. Karena kan kita
abis waktu..kalo ada meeting business gmn dong..bisa mengacaukan tender!
3. Kalo kita kena delay..kita berhak dapet 1x meal gratis -this one I also read
in suara pembaca detik.com- tp mereka sengaja gak announce soal meal gratis
ini..biasanya orang2 yang udah marah2 aja ‘n minta kompensasi aja yang baru
dikasih tau..

Lain kali pilih maskapai yang lain aja..beda gak terlalu jauh..tapi dapet makan, gak
terlalu parah delaynya, gak pake rebutan kursi kaya’ di kopaja ‘n yang pasti..gak
makan atii!!

My cute student likes to sing this song. She’s going to have
graduation soon and going to perform *dancing*..
She danced in front of me while singing this song..
I heard the lyrics and became interested..
I asked her the lyrics..while jotting it down in my note..
Can’t really follow her..but its a nice song with nice words..

I’ve found it on the net a song from S Club 7..
Juz wanna share it with u guys..=)

Reach for the Stars

When the world, leaves you feeling blue
You can count on me, I will be there for you
When it seems, all your hopes and dreams
Are a million miles away, I will re-assure you

We’ve got to all stick together
Good friends, there for each other
Never ever forget that
I’ve got you and you’ve got me, so

Reach for the stars
Climb every mountain higher
Reach for the stars
Follow your hearts desire
Reach for the stars
And when that rainbow’s shining over you
That’s when your dreams will all come true

There’s a place waiting just for you
Is a special place where your dreams all come true
Fly away, swim the ocean blue
Drive that open road, leave the past behind you
Don’t stop gotta keep moving
Your hopes have gotta keep building
Never ever forget that
I’ve got you and you’ve got me, so

Reach for the stars
Climb every mountain higher
Reach for the stars
Follow your hearts desire
Reach for the stars
And when that rainbow’s shining over you
That’s when your dreams will all come true

Don’t believe in all that you’ve been told
The sky’s the limit you can reach your goal
No-one knows just what the future holds
There ain’t nothing you can’t be
There’s a whole world at your feet
I said reach

Climb every mountain
Reach for the moon
Follow that rainbow
And your dreams will all come true

Reach for the stars
Climb every mountain higher
Reach for the stars
Follow your hearts desire
Reach for the stars
And when that rainbow’s shining over you
That’s when your dreams will all come true


I missed the story about my vacation to Carita last holiday..hehe..
Been quite busy lately..

3sis.jpgSo..last 17th May, I went to Carita with my friends and sisters.
We have been planning and waiting for this vacation since
we were all so fed up with our routines.

prewed.jpgWe had so much fun there playing banana boat and main seluncuran
gak jelas on the beach. Anyways..the wave was so high and we enjoyed
it very much. Waktu mo ke tengah laut ‘n main banana boat juga
ombaknya kenceng banget..we were happy playing banana boat tho’
I got bruise on my cheek gara2 ketendang si ko rudy waktu kebanting
main banana boat. Huw huw huw.. however, the fun beated the pain at
that time. =P

pantat.jpgWe also made some tattoos..buat gaya2an..hihihi.. keren kann..
Setelah 3 minggu ilang sih.. tapi jadi ganggu banget kaya’ mandi gak bersih..hahahha..
Unlucky, Erene cudn’t come with us..dia lagi UAN..*poor u nanda..kapan2 kita
pegi bareng yaaa..* We really wish u were here with us.. * =’(

I always love going to the beach. It was a great time..going far from our routine
to see the marvelous handiwork of the Creator.. I took sometime to awe on HIS work
as I do my quiet time on the beach. How come a GREAT BIG GOD like HIM
loves and pays attention on the little-dirty-me..=’)

HIS care and love is sooo true and we realized it even more krn waktu pulang,
denger berita ‘n baru tau kalo selama kita main itu lagi gelombang pasang.
Even gelombang di Bali ngerusak beberapa rumah..
Pdhl cottage kita bener2 persis di pinggir pantai. Some of my friends sms to check on me..*thanks guys..=)*

All I can say is everything’s under HIS control..
pdhl sebelumnya kita mo perginya hari jum’atnya (May 18th) so dat Erene
cud come with us.. But for some reason, we decided to go on Thursday and go home
on Friday.

The day we went home *Friday, May 18th* they closed the beach. They restricted
the area karena ombaknya bener2 kenceng sampai ke rumah2 penduduk.. I cannot
say that we’re lucky coz I know everything’s in HIS plan..=)

Thank YOU for protecting us, Dad..’n letting us to have a great vacation..=)
Beach..I’ll come again next time! See u zoonnnnn!! *muach*

carita.jpg

medium_pottercover3.jpg

This is the story of me struggling very hard to get this book.
I’ve been waiting this book so long that it really struck me -literally-

when I saw the pre-order posters all over Gramedia, esp. when I
saw the big poster with 20% discount written on it.. me so thrilled..
Since I din bring money to put in the deposit, so I thought I’d come back
later to do the pre-order.

Feeling extremely anxious to get the book and so afraid that I wud miss it,
I call Gramedia the next day to ask about it. This is my conversation with
the *darn* CRO -customer relation officer-

CRO : Hallo..Selamat siang, Gramedia.
Me : Selamat siang, mbak. Saya mau tanya mengenai pemesanan
buku Harry Potter edisi bahasa Inggris.
CRO : Oh..ya ya.. Sudah bisa mulai dipesan mbak. Kita lagi ada
diskon 20%.
Me : -Pura-pura gak tau- Oyaa?? Wah..sampai kapan ya mbak waktu ordernya?
CRO : Oh..kira-kira seminggu sebelum tgl 21 July juga masih bisa
kok.
Me : -so thrilled- Oo..oke deh. Thanks ya, mbak.
CRO : Iya..sama-sama. Selamat siang.

From the short and ‘reliefing’ conversation I concluded that I still have long time
do the pre-order, so I din rush myself. Forget to mention, that I did the phone call
on the last week of May.

So..the story continues, last Sunday (June, 3rd) I went to Gramedia with ONE, SOLE,
SINGLE, TOP PRIORITY
intention: do the pre-order and pay for the deposit.
As I walk myself to that bookstore, the poster *again* caught my attention. Its the same
big poster. But, er..wait! Something’s changed! They put 10% instead of 20%. My boyfriend tried to remind me, ‘Yakin 20%? Kaya’nya 10% tuh..
udah lewat kali waktu 20%-nya.’ Me unconvincingly said ‘Gak kokkk..mbaknya bilang
mpe seminggu sebelum tgl 21 July juga masih bisaaa’.

I rushed myself to the information desk. Asked the man on duty there.

Me : ‘Mas, pre-order Harry Potter di sini ya. Diskon berapa ya?’
CRO : ‘Oh..iya mbak. Sekarang diskonnya 10%’
Me : -tone raised- ‘Hah?? Bukannya 20%?’
CRO : -stay calm- ‘Oh..udah gak mbak. 20%nya sampe akhir May
aja.
Sekarang kan udah bulan Juni, jadi cuma dapet 10%’
Me : -soooo pissed off- ‘Tapi kmrn itu saya telp, mbaknya bilang
sampai seminggu sebelum 21 Juli!!’
CRO : -panicking soale tiba2 customernya ngamuk- ‘Waduh..gak
mbak..
cuma sampai bulan Mei aja tuh..sekarang tinggal 10%’
Me : -sooo angry but can do nothing- ‘Oke deh!!’ -and so I left him-

Arggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh@$%$^@^ kesel banget! Dasar dudul tuh mbak!
Kasih info kok menyesatkan! Luckily, man on dutynya mukanya polos banget..
me gak sampe ati buat ngomelin dia..-lagipula mang bukan salah dia sih..- =P

The whole day I go BETE! Poor my boyfriend kena betean..hihi..*sorry dear..*
I went home and was extremely determined to find another place where
I can get 20% discount to prove to that stu-Gramedia that I don’t need their 20% discount! URGH!!

I went browsing and googling! And so I found the miracle! *my thanks to google
and http://ummuauliya.multiply.com/tag/books* I can do the pre-order thru
sms to KOMPAS CYBER MEDIA! hieuheiueh..
*I don’t care if KCM masih ada hubungan ma Gramedia..
as long as I can get my 20% discount without going thru Gramed..
stubborn, eh?! hehehe*

And so..now I can say loud and clear.. HERE I COME, HARRY POTTER!!!

PS : For u guys in Indonesia who has been struggling like me..go to
http://www.kompas.co.id/layer/kcm/smsbuku/
and be merry!! hahahha..

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